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Mai 4th, 2009

Dear friends,

the final diagnosis is delayed again. The second MRI from last week hasn't been evaluated yet. I still don't know whether the radiation therapy was successful or I still have remainders of the tumor. A new appointment I don't have yet.

I even don't know how to react on that. I would prefer to lay down and sleep von to pull back from this world.

On the other side God knows what He is doing; I believe He thought the whole story thoroughly through. I trust that He means it well with me. Even though I don't notice that in the moment.

I show up again at this place if I know more

Greetings and blessings

Andreas